day wake up ray of light through window car sounds life outside what is life no new messages big surprise snooze what's the point who was she in my dream maybe her or just a projection look at myself in mirror unimpressed shower hot water use shampoo but not too much grime coming off but where did it come from brush teeth check breath piss if needed maybe coffee leave appartment wonder who lives behind that door cold air clean careful watch out for tram walk down neighbourhood street no surprises cats tell stories of night cross over near bank ATM enter pin code check balance do you feel better now withdraw cash if needed wait for bus what's in store for me today same shit different day fair enough girl she looks pretty get in find seat not picky too tired do not move too close do not attract attention loudspeaker some lines blocked seldom mine and who cares through window all grey next stop get out office just around corner stairs no thanks elevator log in new mail unanswered calls for me or just him yes thanks I'm on it check dilbert and wulff laugh or don't want coffee ok hello good morning shut up coffee and juice back at desk instant messenger should I write her maybe someday but not today solve problems first make plans later customer satisfaction requires your cooperation typing away the hours getting nowhere mostly enthusiasm of past days lost more work hello thank you bye bye is this it no choice or is there make plans for lunch hungry but mostly just empty phone rings please come to meeting sorry was somewhere else take notes report anything of general interest assigned task be grateful why shouldn't you play with pen don't lose thread of discussion meeting over leave office lunch time not too soon order as usual read paper what's new same shit different day crisis scandal terror elections celebrity anorexia dating page looking but not looking fuck it eat meal chew swallow chew swallow repetitive but not boring wash down with favourite drink pay bill smoke cigarette wouldn't mind get drunk now too bad she wasn't here today maybe could go out sometime enjoyable perhaps back in the office mark on todo list phone rings yes I'll have a look assign priorities but don't see big picture screen is like window personal daily destiny write email careful formulation on and on implement procedure write specification document feature job satisfaction guaranteed does computer know what I think keystrokes more keystrokes check stock market some up some down same shit different day raining outside don't care mind wanders done soon at least for today head hurts or is it the soul want out of here still raining waiting for bus coin for junkie get in find seat not too picky tired shop for groceries after work shopping zombies avoid eye contact proceed to check-out carefully pack bags double is less trouble walk home its healhy talking to myself check the mailbox bills ads junk same shit different day open door take off shoes put groceries in fridge lie back on sofa turn music on ambient chillout narcotic audio signal for peace of mind digitally engineered for your satisfaction turn on TV theatre of tragedy turn off TV in disgust check personal mail buy viagra cialis penis enlargment online dating give it another try borderline symptoms interesting relationship experience heat water prepare noodle soup the cheap kind what is happiness some things were left unsaid the way her hair flowed leaving a trace of melody but now gone memory alteration is our daily business feeling depressed perhaps time for drink feeling it seep through body and mind uncontrollable desire for madness irrational behavior surfaces where least expected why not try drugs cocaine marihuana ecstasy punching holes in the brain leave appartment again seek out back alley why are you doing this maybe not me can't change who we are just another way of saying fuck you shit not worth the money but process is important don't shoot the messenger the irony of it all walk into the bar our friendly girls will be glad to take your order she is sweet though maybe in another life second order inbound lift head and look around different faces but they are all the same same shit different day what is your name are you from around here have we met before you look familiar losing track clouded judgement result of frequent exposure when did I change light cigarette thought quit for good her scent alluring her hair flows like hers same cheeky smile maybe never really met her just an imagination or a dream bored can't help but judge ordering next drink but what's the point feeling disconnected like a bubble around surrounding me nothing penetrates except memories forget another one light another one beautiful people what can you offer me same shit different day pay bill call cab smalltalk with driver on demand kindly suggests alternative route same houses passing by all day tip moderately six hours left brush teeth piss if needed